KudzuAngi

I'm very seriously considering changing what i write.I think my mind just associates "kudzu" with a difficult past and honestly stops me from writing now at all.!its a huge thing to think about but im pretty sure its necessary at this point.idk i might be makin a new account soon if i come up with a name i like.well see.!

so i finally got Cinema 4d.and i was so excited!! i mean i still am.but i spent like hours making my first render and giving it a nice background and stuff on GIMP.and i was like woo hoo im finally done!! so i go to just crop out some of the side real quick before i save n put it up, then GIMP freezes on me. so after cursing out the heavens i tried taking a couple pics of it on my camera before giving up and closing down GIMP. im upset cause the real image looked pretty good in my opinion at least for my first one, but the picture of it on my camera is total shit and i wouldnt wana put that up.ha sad dayyys

so its been about a couple hours now. ive been trying soo hard to download the trial version of cinema 4d. i have winzip and winrar and everything and i swear theyre plotting against me cause everything is more complex now than before!  it was initially a 1 hour download thing to get the file, and now i try to run the download.exe file thing and it asks me what language and then it just doesnt do anything else.im like uhhh..?? i dont know what im doing wrong i download stuff all the time but this ones being dumb im upset :(!